I was diagnosed with ASD (Atrial Septal Defect) basically a hole in the heart. I was told that most babies are born with it but in some cases it can close as you get older. I believed that mine would close. I had no symptoms and had two children with no problem. When my husband and I went to get our wellness checkups my doctor saw that I had a heart murmur and wanted to get it checked out further. So I made the appointment and now my doctor wants me to take a TEE (T ransesophageal echo) test this upcoming Wednesday. This is a test where they would put me to sleep, place a camera down my throat, and see how large the hole is and from there determine if I can have a procedure where they will close the hole by going through my leg or possibly open heart surgery; which I really do not want. The funny part about being told that you have something is that your mind will start obsessing over it and your body will act accordingly. So Friday night I woke up and I could not find a comfor...