Obstacles

I have a LOT of goals and I plan to achieve every single one. The issue is that I had too many mental obstacles in the way. I had a few physical ones i.e. fatigue and just pure laziness. But the mental obstacles were and sometimes still are a challenge to get through. First feeling like my time has passed to follow my dreams, then feeling inadequate, then feeling like maybe I did not really want to write. All of those things were distractions from what I am really suppose to be doing and I have decided to not let it affect me anymore. So whatever I have to do in order to get back on track and I am. Case in point at the park writing. It is very relaxing although my back is hurting a little bit because of the way that I am sitting. But the nice back drop, the breeze that is lightly blowing, and the sound of rushing water is very, very nice.

I have to get out of my head and my own way and really pursue my dreams so that I can move in the direction that I feel that I need to be in. Which would lead me to my list of goals. Every goal that I have is realistic to me and this time I believe that I can achieved them. The saying that “IF you take one step God will take two” I believe that if I take one step the Lord will take many more steps with me along the way. He is our father and just like a Father-Daughter relationship where the daughter places her feet over the fathers and dances while he leads. I believe that the Lord will do that and has been doing the that exact thing for me. I'm encouraged and excited. But I just got inspired to write a snippet for part of a novel. See ya later.