Back To Writing

I’m back, FINALLY! Hopefully this time I wont stop writing and posting. My work schedule had gotten ridiculous and at times I was working six and a half days a week. But then it leveled out when I was able to hire someone else. Then that did not work out. So I had to hire another person and then not only train them but two other people as well. So I was extremely tired along  with insecurities attacking me. Well let me rephrase that; I allowed myself to become overwhelmed by my insecurities.

I love to write and I know that is one of my passions that I am to pursue. But negative thoughts can really hinder you. The crazy part is that my negative thoughts were masked as humbleness. Anytime I would think Hey my writing could really elevate me and not only become profitable but also help others. A thought of Why write for profit you should only do so to help others. I would defeat that thought. Then thoughts of How can you help others when you need so much help. I had so many back and forth conversations in my head it was insane. To the point if where I stopped writing altogether. I would still get ideas and at times I would jot them down. But I did not post anything. However I'm back now!!! And I will, of course, post all of those reasons why I stopped writing. But on to more writing.